Outside the Circle

The emotions expressed through poetry cut most swiftly and deeply to the marrow of the soul.

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Every year in Israel ceremonies are held throughout the country to commence Yom HaShoah, a day of remembrance for those who perished in the Holocaust. This day should also be remembered by Christians throughout the world, as after all, it was the Christian silence during the years leading up to, and during the Holocaust, that contributed to the tragic loss of so many lives. As a form of repentance, Christians should lead the way in its remembrance.

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“And he went outside and wept bitterly.”

A fire burns in a courtyard, throwing sharp splinters of fractured light out into the indifferent darkness. A group of people huddles around the fire, warming themselves. Everyone is aware that an illegal trial of foreknown conclusion is about to begin, leading to the state-sponsored murder of a beloved teacher, mentor, and friend to many. One man sits on the outskirts of the circle, silent, secretive, staring into space, deep in despair.

Just after his friend has been seized and hauled off by the authorities, the downcast man follows the crowd at a distance. When they’ve stopped and kindled a fire in the courtyard to sit down together, he sits down with them but outside the circle, on the periphery, a good distance from the light.

Nevertheless, a servant girl sees him there in the firelight. She looks closely at him and says, “This man was with him.” The downcast man denies it.

“Woman, I don’t know him,” he responds.

A little later someone else sees him and says, “You also are one of them.”

“Man, I am not!” he replies.

About an hour later, another asserts, “Certainly this fellow was with him, for he is a Galilean.”

He replies, “Man, I don’t know what you’re talking about!”

As he speaks, a rooster crows.

The beloved friend and mentor, bound at the wrists, turns and looks straight at him. Then Peter remembers the word that Jesus had spoken to him: “Before the rooster crows today, you will disown me three times.”

And he went outside and wept bitterly. (Luke 22:54-65)

The story is an all-too-sad and familiar one: Luke’s narrative relating the account of our beloved Messiah under circumstances of false accusation and arrest, attended by the fear and paralysis of his close friend and disciple, Kefa. A painful picture throbbing with violent thematic undercurrents: the punishment of the innocent as if they were guilty; the horror of betrayal in the midst of inevitable doom.

The narrative invokes a parallel word-picture within me of another time, another place, another circle of doom, another betrayal. Since I have spent long hours over the years viewing hundreds if not thousands of black-and-white archival photographs of the Shoah, Luke’s narrative of Peter’s betrayal of Yeshua resonates with haunting similarity to scenes from Polish shtetls, ghettos, and concentration camps of 1940s Europe. It was then, during the darkness of that blackest night, when Yeshua’s brethren, his people, shared a similar horrible fate—isolated, mocked and beaten, illegally tried, convicted, and doomed to execution by state authority—as the world, particularly Christian Europe, sat outside the circle of doom while the gas choked and the ovens consumed, watching, paralyzed with fear, ignorance, and the resulting confusion.

It is sometimes the emotions expressed through poetry that cut most swiftly and deeply to the marrow of the soul. Sometimes it is a stark economy of words that best captures the substance of the horror of the moment; the less restricted expressive structure that allows the human voice—especially the voice of those unjustly accused and murdered—to fly with furious conviction across the centuries into the mind of our hearts: “And the Lord said, ‘Simon, Simon! Indeed, Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat.’”

As Peter was sifted through his denial of Yeshua; he was also restored and regained his spiritual strength of character, as if through a process of “separating the chaff,” resulting in renewed life, as foretold by Yeshua at the time:

“But I have prayed for you, that your faith should not fail; and when you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren.” (Luke 22:31, perhaps alluding to Amos 9:9)

In the Gospel account, we hear the good news of redemption that Yeshua rose according to the Scriptures. In the book of Acts, we see Peter—who at the moment of his betrayal was no doubt one of the most miserable human beings on earth—eventually lifted up out of the grip of despair, rising to become an apostle and dynamic leader, a fisher of men used powerfully by God at the very onset of the Messianic movement.

As for the indifferent Christian European world that stood outside the circle of doom, eyes to the ground, during the Holocaust era, it is as if Yeshua, alive and seated at the right hand of the Father, is still looking straight into our eyes today, grieved by the ongoing Silence and indifference associated with the twentieth-century betrayal of his people. Unlike Peter, we as Christians have not yet been restored to fullest spiritual character.

The call to remember and memorialize the Holocaust as a form of repentance is based on the inescapable, if elusive, logic that Yeshua is saying to us today what he said to Peter back then: that when we’ve returned to him, we’ll strengthen our brothers and, like Peter, be raised up into fullest spiritual character.

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About the Author: Boaz Michael is the Founder and Director of First Fruits of Zion. He resides in Jerusalem, Israel. From there he directs First Fruits of Zion’s international efforts and is active in establishing a Messianic Jewish learning center in Jerusalem. More articles by Boaz Michael

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